Dreamy Dread

These listless dreams I switch in and out of.

While travelling in a bus.

While reading a boring book.

While watching afternoon television.

This sleep tires me out the most.

It's like sprinting through the outer orbs of my sub-consciousness without being able to venture deeper into the calm, soft parts.

I wake up momentarily every time my forehead hits the bars of the bus window, then I fall right back into the trance.

It makes me see the things I worry about come true.

It makes me dread closing my eyes but I can't help myself.

I cannot stay awake cause I'm tired.

Tired of these listless dreams.