Something just doesn't seem right.

Something is missing.

I don't know what.

I feel sick. Lost. 

I feel like I'm doing something wrong.
I don't know why I feel like this.

I hate what I've become. I want to change. 

But haven't I changed already? How much more? And for whom?

I'm standing on a cross-road and I don't know which route to take.

Everything looks like a maze. My ego is killing me and everyone else around.

I try to stop it, but it just flairs up like a fire. 

People are upset. They pretend. 

I accept defeat. My fault. 

You can put the blame on me!

Goodnight.

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