Guest Post- Featuring Suvaiba

Those who don't know Suvaiba or as I fondly call her Su (don't think ganda ganda) :P .. is an absolutely cute blogger.. Whenever I think of her, I have this angelic face before me.. Not exaggerating boss.. She's this cute little kiddo to me whom I absolutely adore.. She writes beautiful stuff and she cares BIG time for her friends.. She always reads everything I write and leaves a comment.. And those comments make me SOOOO HAPPPPPYYYYYY ... You get the point na? :D .. And though she's a blogger friend, I connect with her so well... I can't see her upset...She's just too sweet, and if you mess with her, I WILL KILL YOU !! Sachi... Thanks Su for taking out the time and writing this.. I loved reading it.. :)

So here's her entry-

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THE LOSS OF HUGS AND KISSES ARE DUE

And I remember your rosy cheeks with sparkle in the eyes so bright

Your little pony tails which swing to and fro in delight

And I saw you in my sickness  lean against my frail shoulders

And with your broken words telling me that 'I WILL BE FINE'.

Your tiny hands carrying that glass filled with water

Accompanied with medicines of different color, shape and size.

And when I bled in my violent coughs

Your bringing the white cotton handkerchief .

 And I remember your acting like a son rather than a daughter to me

Of your insisting on my taking rest rather than cooking meals that day

And how terribly  after 7 years I craved for your father

The emptiness that came into existence on the day of your birth

While you took your first and your father his last

That day and its presence still creates the thunder of hatred in me for you

And in my heart my secretly accepting you as the bad omen in my life.

But today as I see, I see my lost husband in you

The love of a life partner and expectations very few

The care of a father and emotions of different hues

And when I see you take care of the kitchen

I recollect the memories of my angelic mother

 And I regret, and remorse of how selfish I had been

The last 7 years how I deprived you of the love that you should have received

The loss of hugs and kisses too

And I promise no matter how but I will fulfill the due.

This poem is dedicated to all the single mothers and their daughter

who have their favorite pink dolls and whose love for them is

unfathomable.